I’ve been feeling extremely uncreative and unproductive artistically.

My motivation and inspiration have been drowning in the bitter drain pipe of jealously while I’ve been creating a silent competition in my mind between myself and everyone of my artistic friends.

Why do I have to compare? Why do I have to put them down in my head to try and make myself feel better?

I’m making it a point this week to change my attitude and perspective. I WILL be happy for all of your success. I WILL build you up and not tear you down. I WILL live my life as it is meant to be and not compare it to yours. I WILL be productive and stop frittering away my energy on being contemptuous towards people I actually admire.

And that’s about it for right now.